[will you still like Me?]
I woke up and the first thing on my mind was “God, can we please have good weather tomorrow?”
As I went about getting ready for work, mentally checking things that had to be done today in preparations, the weather was continually on my mind.
And then the tough question came to my mind…
“Are you going to like Me even if I don’t stop the rain tomorrow? Will you continue worshipping Me or will you simply say ‘He couldn’t do it’?”
And I stopped.
I stopped because I knew the right answer was “Of course, I will still be on Your side, God.”
But in my heart I was tempted to say, “Well, You could’ve changed the weather. I don’t like you anymore. You didn’t do what I’ve asked.”
… Because I KNOW He can change the weather! He did stop the storms, and healed people, and raised them from the dead. He’s almighty! What’s a couple of clouds for Him?
Yet I also know that He’s got a plan for everything. Quite honestly, it sucks to not know what is going to happen. I like to be prepared. But He is prepared. He has been prepared for July 2, 2011 for eternity.
*Sigh* I should go to sleep now. It’s going to be a LONG day tomorrow for the Chamber team. However, I really want to stick to “Thy will be done, not mine” motto.
That motto is tough to stick to when you really mean it.