[er & dreams…]

Zee Gimon

I am Zee. I call myself the Observer because that's what I find myself doing most of the time - observe life and people around me. My blog is a Pensieve, similar to that of Dumbledore, used to keep the thoughts and random ideas that visit my brain.

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  • Read this last night but too tired to comment Zee. I ache for you in several ways. One, that a series of family crises took hold of your dream. Although I can't help but wonder if maybe God put in the place where you are for His purpose and to meet and influence the people you have. Can you pursue your doctor desire now? is it too late? how about being a Certified Medical Nurse? Second, i ache that you don't find satisfaction in what you are doing any more. I know how that feels…aimless. Maybe it is just a season you are going through. maybe it is God preparing you for your next station in life. Just know I am praying for you. Love you sis.
    My recent post Insecurity

    • maybe God put in the place where you are for His purpose and to meet and influence the people you have – i think so. otherwise, i would really wonder what on earth He is doing.

      the thing with being a doctor… the situation hasn't changed in Ukraine – the doctors are still helpless in many cases. think of a charity hospital that accepts people without insurance – that's what we've got all over here. it's not the fact that my grandma and aunt got to the hospital that crashed my dreams. it's the realization of what the hospitals are like over here. and that hasn't changed, unfortunately. my friend is a surgeon and he said that they sometimes pay for the people's meds themselves just because they won't be able to get them any other way…

      so, on one hand, my work is perfect for me… but it makes me wonder whether i'm just like a monk hiding from the world in a monastery and then saying that God is good, you know what i mean? i want to make a difference. if where i am right now is where God wants me to be, i'm fine with that. i just need to KNOW…

  • Well I reckon (how's that for western talk) I'll have to pray for you to KNOW without question that you are where He wants you and you are doing what He wants you to do. 🙂
    My recent post Insecurity

  • Wow, what a story. I'm of the opinion that God doesn't give us gifts and talents for nothing. Maybe He will open another door for you to use the passion you have in another way.

    I'm actually struggling with the same thing right now. I don't feel like what I'm doing right now is what I want to do forever. I'm trying to figure out what's next.
    My recent post The Divorce Experts

    • one day i'll find out, i guess, Tony 🙂 i also don't think that God would grant me all these opportunities to learn for nothing.

      praying that you will know which direction to move in.

      *hugs*
      My recent post between generations

  • Oh!

    This is such a good story.

    And you said it.

    I think God may have a surprise for you, Zee. 🙂

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